Sunday, January 10, 2010
Frustration
I have been so tired of my life these last few weeks. I am tired of thinking about what is next. I am tired of putting my trust in people. I am just tired. I guess that tiredness comes from frustration. I am frustrated with my state in life at the moment yet my hands are tied when it comes to change and I have always hated that. I was always so determined to be in control to be able to call the shots in my own life but it has yet to happen. Now at 24 I find myself back in the same spot waiting for someone else to call the shots so I can see what my next move is. I can complain about this all I want but I do have control in something, I can choose to walk away or stay. But then the questions of love comes in. How much are you willing to deal with for love? Do you "stand by your man" while he figures things out with hopes that it will all work out in your favor or do you walk away live life and wait for him to get it together alone? I say stay. I say that if this are what God wants and I am to marry this man I need to support him, in good times and in bad. However, is that being walked on or a good woman?
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man i hear this! its a struggle and no one can tell you what is right or wrong for you to do. as you know, i've just come through (well really i'm still in) a situation that aligns perfectly with this post. sometimes the clearness that comes with not worrying about someone else helps you to realize what you need to do. and sometimes we need to stick in there no matter how hard bc the reward in the long run will be great. everysituation is different, and i dont mean for this to be a wishy-washy comment; but i truly feel that if we PRAYERFULLY consider our choices and seek some cousel from Christian brothers and sisters... the answer will become clear.
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