This is just a small blog about my thoughts, feelings and everyday dealings.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
The Mother Struggle
Transformation. At 24 years old who wants to go through the trouble of transforming themselves? apparently me.. Today started the long strain of counseling with my mother. It has been a long hard road to get here. I am happy we are at a point, whether she likes it or not, that we are dealing with the unspoken mess of the last 10 years. I assume this will be tiring and long but worth it in the end.. Kinda like earth for Christians. This part stinks, we work hard, we are tired , sore, beat up, broken down but all for the gain of heaven. My "mother struggle" is my "earth" my suffering time, but at some point this will end and we will both be freed into heaven! I also haven't forgotten that I am not the only child with "mom issues". There are so many women I know who have and or have had problems with their parental units, its all about how we deal with that. My mother and I are both strong and pig headed we need a mediator to sort through our mean snips and snaps and get us down to the studs and start this remodel. I am hopeful in this mess because I know God loves us both and gave us to one another, He isn't going to steer us wrong.. Its , once again, about trust. Trusting Him and Him in us. So I am walking into this cluster with a smile, my rosary and faith. That's all I can do.
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